Well another day that was just blah.
Snapped back every time my hubby snapped at me.
At one point he told me to GET A JOB!
LOL.  Me? How old am I again? oh yes 34.
I've not had a job that lasted past the trial period since I was 19.
How many years is that?  34-19???? 15yrs.  Brain over load there.
(I've not been good with dates since I turned 25)
Any way back to hubby.
I laughed at him.
Asking him who would hire me?
He said don't tell them your bipolar.  I laughed again.
And when they want a jar of pee then what?
They won't hire me cause I can't pass it.
He then tells me to apply for disability.  I laughed again.
You want me on disability you deal with the RED TAPE.
He threw his hands up in the air and left me alone for awhile.

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My son comes home stomping his feet and yelling and cussing at his daddy about something.  Have no clue what was my son's problem, but hubby gave my son an attitude adjustment.  Baby girl didn't like that one bit and tried to join the battle between hubby and son and got an attitude adjustment herself.

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Things are very calm and quiet tonight.  Most nights I'm having to yell telling the kids to settle down and stop running and screaming in the house.

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Oh, my father's computer has crashed so before I even get to smoke my first cigarette he was wanting online to read the freerepublic.com. 
I'm a daddy's girl, and since I had finished checking my mail already I went, then did the search he asked for.
Needless to say, listening to daddy belly ache that it isn't what his computer brings up in a search.  I let my cork pop and yelled at him then went looking for mom.
Mom took dad in their bedroom.  I think she got his hard hearing head up to speed to what all is going on under his nose.
Poor dad, I hope he doesn't pull his cork, cause that thought scares me the most.  I love my daddy but he is more dangerous then me.

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Well, mom wanted to go to town. So she snuck out the door while I was running around in circles trying to get dressed to go to town.  I didn't say a word to my husband when I went out the door.

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Mom bought a pack of cigarettes for us to share between the three of us, and gave me a dollar to play in the little casino.  Free pop, as long as my dollar lasts.
Which playing $0.01 machines a dollar can last up to an hour.
Didn't win anything, but it was long enough for me to calm down.

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So when I came home I spilt the pack of cigarettes between the three of us and came into my computer room to start my search on Online Surveys.
Was signed up with one a few years ago, and got a few checks in the mail from them, then the computer then got fried and me being me didn't write down the link.

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So I have spent 6hrs doing nothing but searching for online surveys that pay money and not rewards.

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Do you know of any?  You can put your answer in the comment area or you can go to my forum where I have the same question.

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Hubby is peaking around the corner to see if I'm done.  So I'll say.
Thanks for stopping by and reading my long ramblings.
Thanks for leaving your mark.
Hope you have a good day, evening or night which ever may be your case.
bb

Disability is a bunch of paper work to fill out, but if you think you should qualify, if your pdoc will back you, I'd say go for it. Getting that money each month can make a huge difference in your life. Won't you check into it? :-?

Hey,
Like Daryl said, there is a lot of paper work involved. However, if you can't work then you should apply for it.
I applied, & was denied, after that I let a lawyer take care of the paper work, who did not get paid unless I won my claim.
When I finally got to see the SSDI Judge about my case, it took him about 30 minutes of testimony to decide I should get disability.
what was funny, the Social Security Psyhciatrist said she thought I qualified for disability, & the Interest Doctor for the Social Security said there were very few jobs I would be able to do.
So they asked the Rehabitation Specialist there if she thought she would have a job I could do, & she said no.
The reason I tell you all of this, is for this reason. It did take me over two years, to get it all settled, but it was well worth it.

ok I looked over what I had wrote. I laughed because I did try, was even working with a rehabitation Specialist as well, and was applying myself and was denied.
If he wants me on it then he gets to do the paper work this time, cause I know it's going to take a lawyer to do. Which hubby isn't going to go for, unless he comes up with the thought himself. Which won't happen unless he starts wading in all the red tape.

When I applied for disability back in 2001 I got it the first time. My sis is applying now and she was denied twice and is now working with a lawyer. It's harder now because president Bush has made it harder for people to get on so they're denying everyone atleast the first time. but it's definitely worth it because of the money that will be coming in. It may not be a lot but it's something and will help out.

But at least your eyes are OK right?

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lol

Sunday, October 1st 2006 @ 11:46 AM (795 days, 21h, 31min ago)