2am in the morning and can't sleep. My mind just won't let me sleep. So here I am typing to get it all out of my head.

I'll start by saying YOU GO, Jamie. Life is to short, to not enjoy life to it's fullest. Not everyone likes Coffee, not everyone likes tea. I like Pepsi. Thank you for sharing. It takes time and sharing as you did to build strong friendships. I wish my marriage is as strong as yours.

Ok, now to my cleaning.

My favorite color is Blue, and I have been listening to Tim McGraw's “Last Dollar(Fly Away)” song over and over all day long. I think hubby was glad when I told him he could turn it off.

I got up around noon, dressing to go to town. Tuesday. My mother made a deal with my son, if he makes a 100 on his spelling test she will rent him a movie. This week it's Sherk 3. he is making A's and B's on his report card. The fist 9wk report, spelling wasn't as good, but the deal mom made gave him the motivation he needed to work on getting it up to the B it's at now. Which is why I dressed to go to town when I got up. Also had to go to the store. There is a week every month that makes me HATE being a female, which is why I had been listening to Last Dollar over and over since I gotten back from town. I was determine to not let IT ruin my day. MIND over MATTER.

Which gets back to BLUE. How many things can you think off the top of your head that is BLUE?

The Sky is blue, the Ocean is Blue. There are Blue flowers. Blue. Blue. Blue.

How many things around you are BLUE?

Ok now close your EYES, and try to remember what is around you that is

Red. LOL. Couldn't remember could you? Man a light bulb went off in my head. When I did that. In my web surfing I had gone to google to look up Law of Attraction.

Ok, I guess I need to back a bit. I don't watch Oprah much, but I happened to catch her show on a book called The Secret. It took Wal-Mart a couple of weeks before they had it on their shelf for me to get a copy. If you keep up with my journal you already know I'm on self improvement. Well, needless to say I had the little Book finished within an Hour, and I was rather upset for it wasn't anything I hadn't already read in other books. I'm not knocking the BOOK or the CD. I have got both of them.

It wasn't a waste of money. Knowledge is never a waste of money or time.

Knowledge stored in your head is the one and only true thing that can't be stolen. (God, only knows how many times I heard that phrase growing up.) LOL.

Poor mommy, my difficult was reading as a child, so much that they all agreed I needed to be held back in the 1^st grade. LOL. Reading is a MUST key to survival in this day and age. I mean think about. YOUR READING right now. Now days, all I can say is THANK GOD for Libraries. A sad foot note to that, there are adults in the world that can't read or struggle with reading.

Oh yes, Laws of Attraction.

It's not new to me. As a child it wasn't called that.

It was your frown is nothing more then a upside down smile, turn it around honey, cause it takes less muscles to smile.

Smile Honey, see how many smiles you can get back.

Your sad, well Honey, then pretend to be happy and see how long it takes before you really are happy.

Life is dumping lemons on you, well then honey, make some lemon aid and sell it.

The Power of Positive Thinking, The Power of Thinking Big.

Were some of the first books I acquired around 10 to 12.

But my very first book my mother bought for me was How to Win Friends and Influence People.

LOL, I still have difficultly with the friends, but I think it's more with my I don't care if you like me or not attitude. Hmmm, I am nice, and I try to be nice to people when I am around people, as long as they aren't a male that happens to slapped a female and I saw them. TRIGGER. I can only image I looked like a crazy woman to him.

Hmm, what in the world was I talking about?

Laws of Attraction.

Laws of Attention.

The Light Bulb came on for me. Looking for Blue then trying to remember what was Red.

LOL.

There are a lot of Books out there for self improvement. I should know I got a stack that is up to my hip. I'm 5'1”.

Positive Thinking. LOL

Can one actual Think Positive ALL DAY long? LOL

Try, Try, Try.

Craziness is doing the same thing over and over and asking yourself why it continues to fail.

Ever heard.

You are what you eat.

Junk food in Junk food out.

Good Food in, Good Food out.

Positive Thoughts in, Positive Thoughts out.

Positive Thoughts in, Positive Thoughts out.

Positive Thoughts in, Positive Thoughts out.

???????

Yeah, Yeah. So what in the world does that mean?

Did you look around the room for the Blue Things(Positive Things in your life?) around you?

If you did look around you for the Blue things then closed your eyes to try to remember what was red around you. You found you couldn't remember cause you had your mind focused on the blue things.

It's not about how hard you try to Think Positive ALL DAY LONG.

It's about what you put IN.

No matter what we EAT, it comes out sooner or later without any effort of thought on our part. When our body needs to discharge is when we think about it, as we hurry to take care of business.

Look for the Positive things in your life.

Look for the Good things.

Look for the Happy things.

Be Thankful for all the Positive, Good, and Happy things that are in your life.

Write everyone of the things down.

Sighs. Ok. It's 4.22am and I think I can sleep now.

Next post will be my Thankful list.

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So I’ll say.
Thanks for stopping by and reading my ramblings.
Thanks for leaving your mark.
Hope you have a good day, evening or night which ever may be your case.
bb

Hey,
Thanks for your support, not everyone would agree with you, lol. Amy & I have been married for almost 10 years & together for almost 11 years, so I guess we're doing something right, lol.

You & I have something in common, other than being Bi Polar, I to was held back in the first grade because of my reading. I still hate trying to read books to this day.

There was a book I did read from front to back in one week recently though, it's called "Unquiet Mind" by Kay Redfield Jamison.

She is a psychiatrist who suffers from Bi Polar & it is about her life story of dealing with the illness & her suicide attempt. I recommend it to you highly.

Well I hope you have a good day, or night I guess I should say, Your Friend.

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